Saturday, June 29, 2013

June Dominican Mission Trip


Tuesday
What a welcome to the Dominican!!  From just two years ago, I can see a complete difference in the way we as a group are accepted here.  Our arrival at the airport began with a worker welcome right in the tarmac followed by some of the nicest government employees I have ever met.  Even the passport stampers were pleasant and welcoming.  Not a single bag of ours was searched, and therefore not a single item (sports equipment nor vitamins) was taken!  This to me shows the miracle of God’s work at hand.  In just two years, the city’s knowledge of God’s work is evident and they are allowing that work to happen.  They are not attempting to hinder us in any way.  I pray Satan stays at bay the next week (especially the next four days) as camp begins. 

“So then, welcome him in the Lord with great joy, and honor people like him…”  Philippians 2:29

Wednesday
Not being an author naturally, I know my ability to describe what took place today will be lacking.  However, it is a sight I will never forget and want to share.  Upon arrival to our specific camp site, we were informed all the children were gathered for a presentation and we were to go and meet them.  After loading up with our equipment, water, and other needed supplies for the camp, we began our trek to meet the kids.  It was one of those walks when you begin to understand how much we have in America.  How clean it is, how “safe” you feel, and the American culture overall.  It was one of those moments when you start to question if being here is the right thing for you, that is until God suddenly moves and shows you exactly why you are in this place.  After about 10 minutes of walking, the AIM group stopped mid-street to see over 1,000 (yes you read that correctly) children parading towards us.  There were children, children and more children!  There was music and laughter and smiles and just pure joy in that place.  You could feel God around us; sense His presence and His love.  It was one of those moments when you just know God is here with us.  One of those moments you are so blessed to be in, but at the same time you wish you could stand back and just look on from the outside.  It was amazing! 

On another note, you may wonder how do we know we actually had 1,000 kids?!  Well, our Dominican counterparts had prepared 800 hotdogs for our site alone, brought another 100 with them that morning and still had to cut some in half.  Being the first year for this site, this is a miraculous number and one AIM has not seen in the past.  Pray for God to be glorified throughout our time here and for these children to be reached with God’s love and salvation!
Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these." Matthew 19:14
                                                                    
Thursday
Day 2 of camp has commenced, and we are seeing lots of children and their smiling faces.  But today, the story belongs to some of the AIM team members and their growth.  Our team for our specific site is made up of about 25 people from all ages and backgrounds.  One of those members is a recent high school graduate who was offered a trip with AIM through FCA (Fellowship of Christian Athletes).  This is her first time on the trip, does not know Spanish, and is somewhat hesitant with her role.  However, she “stepped out of the boat” today and took a leadership role among our team.  Last night, she found a song for the Bible portion of our morning, practiced it, and sang it (in Spanish) during the Bible story portion of camp.  She led a group of 500+ rowdy children through a song with hand motions and foreign words.  (I don’t even want to try to sing in front of people much less in a foreign language.)  She is speaking Spanish to anyone she can (including everyone at the hotel) and is growing so fast.  She has truly taken this trip to heart and is allowing herself to grow in Christ during her time here. 

Another one of our team members I want to highlight is actually the leader of our site and my husband, J.  I am so proud of his growth over the past several months as he has “stepped out of the boat” and taken leading others to heart.  J’s normal personality is one to take a backseat and allow others to be in charge/take lead.  However, in the past 6 months, he has truly had to step up his game and take initiative in many aspects of our life and move to the Dominican.  No matter how well we plan and prepare for the camps, there are always struggles, changes and for lack of better words chaos at times.  However, J. has learned to take these times in stride and work through them.  He is willing to make those tough decisions as needed and was leading our group like a pro.  I cannot wait to see the work the Lord continues to do in his life and the growth that I get to witness throughout our life together. 
“For God is working in you, giving you the desire and the power to do what pleases him.”
Philippians 2:13

Friday
Day 3 of camp and God continues to move in mysterious ways.  In many of the communities in the Dominican, trash is thrown just anywhere and parks (baseball fields, soccer fields, etc) are not maintained.  The grass is grown up, there is trash gathered everywhere and many of the facilities are rotting away.  However, God’s light was shining through several men in the community today.  When we pulled up to the area, there were several men working with machetes to slash down the 3 ½ foot grass that has grown around the basketball court, there was a man with a rake tending to the dirt in the baseball field and there was a man with an weed-eater mowing down the foot high grass on the extra-large soccer field (imagine a field capable of fitting 3 soccer fields).  These men were not being paid for this, they were not asked to do this, but rather these men were simply “loving” through their actions.  They were showing self-sacrifice by improving the facilities these children were playing at. 

Every evening we have “story time” where the AIM group tells stories about their sites and what they saw happening with God’s people that day (we have 10 sites this year therefore there is a lot going on we don’t get to see).  As we finished this special time, Fred reminded us of the ultimate goal of this week: love.  We are to love on these children, the coaches, the community, our Dominican counterparts, and each other.  For without love, there would be no reason to be here.  God loves us and we must show His love to others.  Love can be shown in many ways, but for children, love is easily shown through play.  Therefore, we are playing with these Dominican children to show them God’s love. 
“For God so loved the world that He sent His only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not parish but have eternal life.”  John 3:16


Saturday
Last day of camp and this is always a hard day.  You get attached to the children so quickly.  They are unbelievably sweet and engaging and happy.  It’s always hard to let them go.  But, we remain faithful in knowing the seeds have been planted by God and that God will water them and harvest them in His timing.  Although it can seem overwhelming that the children we reach are but a drop in the bucket, we continue to pray and seek God knowing He has a plan in reaching each one of the children we see.  Please keep praying for these communities to seek God and His salvation.  Pray for those who are struggling and need a miracle in their life.  Pray for the AIM team as they have been reached and blessed in so many ways. 

"So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seen and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you."  Luke 11:9

Sunday

Today is church day and one of my favorite days.  I must say you have never seen Worship before if you have not seen the Dominicans praise God.  There is something so sincere and devoted in each of them as they raise their hands and sing their hearts out.  As J says, “they plug in and turn to 11.”  Even though I cannot understand every word in every song or even every word in the sermon, I feel God’s presence in this place.  I feel His hands surrounding the people and embracing them.  I feel His love and compassion for these people.  The Dominicans are a special group of people who rely on God wholeheartedly.  I pray my time in the Dominican and our time living here will help me grow in my dependence on God. 
“Let everything that has breath praise the Lord.” Psalm 150:6
Monday

Every morning we have a devotional with the group before heading off for the activities of the day.  Today, our devotional was focused on telling our story.  We were pushed to listen to the Holy Spirit’s prompting and tell our story whenever possible.  Whether in church, at a restaurant, to the person waiting in line with you, etc.  You never know when God may be planting the seed for someone, watering it, or even harvesting it.  Listen to that prompting and follow through with it.  Allow God and the Holy Spirit to shine through you and use you. 
He said to them, "Go into all the world and preach the good news to all creation.  Whoever believes and is baptized will be saved, but whoever does not believe will be condemned.”
Mark 16:15-16

Tuesday

Last day as a group and it’s always sad.  You have built a relationship with your team members through sweat, heat, even tears.  You have seen growth in those around you, built up new friendships, laughed and loved together.  Although you know you will “facebook” each other and “stay in touch”, you know it won’t be the same as we all head back to our hectic schedules.  My prayer for all of my team members as we head back to our “real lives” is that we would continue to focus on God.  It seems so easy while here in the Dominican to spend time with Him, read the Bible, and have quiet time while staring at the beautiful ocean.  But, the true test comes when we resume our daily routines and slowly place God on the back burner.  Keep God at the center of everything you do.  He is always patient, always waiting and always accepting after we fall.  Continue to move towards Him.

Jesus said, "I am the light of the world.  Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” John 8:12

Endurance Building

Sorry we have not blogged since our 3 week adventure began.  We were busy last week with camp and all the AIM related activities that go into the week, and this week the internet has been in and out (more out) as well as the electricity.  However, I wanted to take some time to catch you all up on our current status.

First, camp was amazing last week!  We had several new sites, hundres of children coming to Christ, and even a few of our own missionaries accepting our Savior and being baptized.  You could feel God moving all around us and paving the way.  I will post a day by day summary in a bit to break it down more. 

This week, J, Aubrey and I have been attempting to conquer many of the needed "to dos" for our move down in August.  Getting a cell phone plan, opening a bank account, obtaining an extended stay visa, shopping for furniture for the house, etc.  It has been a great week, but also a frustrating one.  I am so glad we stayed for the week as we have come across many road blocks and fine print preventing us from obtaining several of these needed items.  Although I get frustrated and irritated as nothing on my list is getting "checked off", J reminds me that had we not done this now, we would have been facing the same troubles in August and the real work we want to get done would have been pushed back.  I know he is right, but my personality just wants to get things done. 

Although there have been frustrations, I am again reassured as God answers even our smallest prayers and questions.  We have been doing a daily devotional in James with the others who stayed for the middle week and started a few days ago with this:

"Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy.  For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow.  So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, needing nothing.  If you need wisdom, ask our generous God, and he will give it to you.  He will not rebuke you for asking." James 1:2-5
 
As always, God knows exactly what I need to read and need to hear to be confident and continue to move forward.  He knows what we can handle and what pushes us to grow.  Although this can be overwhelming at times, I am grateful for the growth and trust in Him. 
 
May the God led stretching and training continue...
 

Monday, May 27, 2013

"Everything Else"

“I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen: not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else.” -C. S. Lewis

I love this quote as it says so much with so few words.  It summarizes exactly how I feel.  I have no questions about my Lord and Savior and His existence.  I have no questions about our current path or our future.  I can see and feel Christ around me.  And through Him, I have been given a new vision of our world and all that is around us.  There is so much love to be given.  I pray God's love would shine brightly through us to all those we come in contact with.  Grant us the patience, endurance, and compassion to allow You to shine through us so others may see You in the "everything else".   

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

HOPE

Yet this I call to mind and therefore I have hope:
Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for His compassions never fail.
They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.
I say to myself, "The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for Him."
The Lord is good to those whose hope is in Him, to the one who seeks Him.
-Lamentations 3:21-25

I have been so stressed lately with everything going on in our life.  Today I was reminded I must have hope in our Lord, and I must rely on our Lord.  He loves us so much.  Beyond anything I could ever imagine.  Greater than my love for my own child.  He waits for our asking, so Lord, I ask for your strength and your sense of peace in our life...

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Worry much?

Last week, I was informed my personal email had been hacked and was sending unusual messages.  Being who I am, this was an instant stress and worry in my life.  I didn't want people to be bothered by this and I didn't know what to do about it and I had to fix it as soon as possible and ... (you get the idea).  So upon calling the Microsoft people, I was informed our whole computer was hacked.  Even better!  After several hours on the phone, some raised blood pressure and a small fee, our computer was up and running again thanks to the hard work of those IT people.  However, I learned a very important lesson that night.

First, we can try all we want to do everything by ourselves, but if we would simply give it to God, He will answer and lead us.  It may not always be the way we want it to go or the way we intended, but He will lead you nonetheless.  When the Microsoft people explained everything going on to me and J. and explained what they needed to do to fix it, they soon asked for a fee for this "fix".  My gut reaction was simply, "You just told me my computer was hacked and now you want money.  How do I trust you?" whereas my amazing husband turned immediately to God and started praying.  As I stared at J. with wide eyes and mouthing the words "I don't know what to do," he calmly took a second, closed his eyes and kept at his prayer.  Then, as if God has whispered in his ear, J. opened his eyes, took the phone and delved into the process to repair the computer.  J. looked at me, smiled, and mouthed "It's going to be ok."  Immediately I was humbled and ashamed that I didn't even think about asking God for His help or His direction throughout the entire process.  I was so focused on the here and now and not realizing that like always, God wants to help us even with the "small" or "unimportant" things.  He is our Daddy God, our Savior.  He loves us with an all encompassing love that knows no bounds.  Of course He wanted to help me throughout this stressful situation, but I didn't allow Him. 

I'm sure if you are a worrier like me, you have Philippians 4:6-7 memorized: "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.  And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus." or Matthew 6:28-34 or Luke 12:22-34.  There are so many verses in the Bible about not worrying and yet it seems I often do just the opposite of that.  I am a work in process in a million ways, but definitely in regards to my worrying.

After it was all said and done and our computer was "clean", I remember thinking I was prepared for Satan's attack in many ways but not this one.  I never thought about Satan reaching us through a computer hacking, but as I have continued to think about it, I realize God was in charge not Satan.  God allowed this to happen so I would have to turn to Him for the answer.  How can I go into the mission field without the faith and trust that God will provide EVERYTHING we need?  God knows my struggles and used something that would get my attention immediately.  As it says in 1 Peter 1:7:
"These have come so that your faith-of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire- may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed." 
I am grateful for these trials from God because they build my trust in Him and force me to rely on Him rather than myself.

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

"Here I am anyway"

I heard a song today by Josh Wilson, and I knew God was reaffirming His call on our life.  We can get caught up in the "what ifs" and the fear, but we must remember that our God is powerful, all-seeing, all-knowing, loving...  Why would we not trust our lives with Him?  I hope this song speaks to all of you as it did to me this morning.  You can listen to the song here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJeBFxIKgyQ

(Verse 1)
I'm like Moses in the desert
When that bush went up in flames.
You said, "Go and tell your story."
He said, "God, what will I say?
I'm so scared, unprepared
What difference will I make?"
Sometimes I feel the same.

[Chorus]
If it's weakness that You want,
I've got more than enough.
But some days I am so afraid
To show this fragile love.
But I'll give You all of me
And my insecurities.
God I don't have what it takes,
But here I am anyway.
Here I am anyway.

(Verse 2)
God, I've got so many questions,
Wonder why You placed me here.
You have given me these passions,
But they come with so much fear.
Sometimes it don't make sense at all
But I guess if I was brave
Then I wouldn't walk by faith.

[Chorus]

(Bridge)
If You say go (If You say go, if You say go)
I won't say no (I won't say no, I won't say no)
If You say go (If You say go, if You say go)
I won't say no (I won't say no, I won't say no)

Cause it's weakness that You want,
That's how You show Your love.
Your power is made perfect,
When we are not enough.

[Chorus]

Here I am anyway, anyway.
Here I am anyway, anyway.

Saturday, April 13, 2013

¿Por que la Dominicana?


Why the Dominican?

Many of you are aware of the journey we have been on for the past few years.  Soon after we were married, we both felt a call to ministry outside of the United States.  We had no idea where or when, what it would look like, or how that might come to pass.  What we did know was God was moving in our lives and preparing us for a journey. 

In 2009, we were introduced to Fred Billings (President of AIM).  Jaime (J’s father) came to us and said he’d been working with a guy on his baseball team who had been on a “baseball” mission trip to the Dominican Republic.  When we met Fred, he quickly told us the story of their first trip and began his pitch for us to join him in the summer of 2010.  Although Candace was unable to make the trip due to being in nursing school, my dad and I decided we would go and scope it out for the girls.  It was clear from the start we were in over our heads.  We were trying to run a baseball camp for 200+ Dominican boys and girls between the ages of 2 and 16 with only a few leaders, a few Spanish speakers, and a whole bunch of chaos.  Initially, my dad and I struggled as we tried to run the camp ourselves in our own way (the way we would run a baseball practice in the states), but we finally realized God would do all the work if we would simply allow Him to take over. 

The following summer, Candace and I both made the trip to the Dominican.   J initially resumed work with the same community and many of the same kids from the previous year.  Candace, on the other hand being a first-timer, began her week with a plan of attack in one of the poorest communities.  She only thought she knew exactly what was going to happen and when it would happen; however, her introduction to the campsite began when close to 150 children (majority of them under the age of 5) began running down the hill toward the baseball field.  (Imagine an ant pile…) After the first day, Candace learned the lesson my father and I learned the previous year.  Yet, she returned each day and gained a new vision for these people and their children.  Between jump roping, singing, games of red rover, arm wrestling, and countless other games, Candace fell in love with the Dominicans.  In addition to the games and loving on the children, Candace served on a medical mission team.  She was able to reach out to the community by helping teach basic hygiene and sanitation, administering vitamins to children, and holding a one day clinic which
treated a variety of ailments and wounds. 

When we came home after that week, we told our story to anyone who would listen.  Everything we talked about included the island, the culture, and most importantly the people- their love, their passion, their complete trust in the Lord.  That was when we began to recognize something we didn’t expect, our bodies were “home” but we had left our hearts in Sosua.  We quickly realized God was moving in our hearts and lives for something foreign and new.  He was preparing us for a journey that begins with the Dominican Republic...


We are so excited about the work God is doing in the Dominican and the work He has chosen to do through us!  The only way I can possibly describe our excitement is from the children's song:
 
"I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart.
Where?
Down in my heart.
Where?
Down in my heart. 
I've got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my heart.
Where?
Down in my heart to stay!"


We pray you are all experiencing joy today!